I grew up in a charismatic environment, born into oneness United Pentecostal and Apostolic churches and attending until I was in my mid-teens, and attending charismatic Pentecostal churches until my mid-twenties. I have always felt the call of God upon my life, and I submitted my life to Him at an young age. However, the churches I was born into were infiltrated by a mixture of Satanists and Luciferians, including my mother’s second husband, who was a Satanist. And although my family has never confessed the truth, I have many reasons to believe certain members of my family were or are Luciferian infiltrators, as well, whether consciously or unconsciously.
From an early age, I was ritually abused and programmed by individuals, mostly self-proclaimed Satanists, who had been contracted out by New World Order groups in connection with my bloodlines. As a child I was used in certain experimental programs under the direction of one of my main programmers, such as space exploration and astral spying. As an adult, I was used to fulfill assignments in the astral realms, including teaching young children in the astral, and sometimes given assignment to astrally harass certain pastors and their families. Because of dissociation, I was not consciously aware of these assignments and my involvement in working for Satan’s plan until my mid-thirties, when I reached out for help through what was supposed to be a Christian counselor. After a time, I realized I was neck-deep in the same satanic mess I had been trying to get away from, so I am now in the process of working on my own, renouncing, repenting, and allowing the true God to work His healing in me. It is my desire to share the message of the love of the true God Who calls us all to repentance and reconciliation with Him, and to share the healing message of hope for those who turn to Him and put no other before Him.
I live in Texas with my husband, children and pets. I enjoy writing, cooking, gardening, and crafting.
“How can you tell if someone is attempting astral projection/traveling towards you? Can you give detailed examples of how some people are aware of that intrusion – whether they are awake or asleep? “This is my own personal situation – that I have finally decided to document and track to discern a possible pattern – but every once in a while I will hear a buzzing in my ear(s) and my ear(s) gets full as though I were on a plane and we were changing altitude. Looking back this primarily happens at night but can happen at other times of the day (it’s been happening the last few years). I immediately pray against it, break off any curses, witchcraft, hexes, spells, lies ect and plead the blood of the lamb over me. I keep doing this until it goes away and so it generally only lasts a couple of minutes. I have been thinking a lot about the teachings you have both been sharing on “Christian” witchcraft and the occult and I’m wondering if this sounds familiar? Maybe the feeling/noise is an “early warning” signal letting me know I’m under attack OR I started wondering last night is this attempted astral projection happening while I’m awake and therefore it “bounces off me” due to my prayers?”
It’s been a little stressful around here the past couple of weeks, but I’m not complaining. If anything, I’m feeling guilty for being as okay as I am. It’s a familiar feeling this “survivors guilt,” but I still can’t get used to the feeling of guilt and shame for surviving when so many others are barely struggling through. What the past two weeks have cemented in my mind more than anything is that we are truly in the end times. Of course, we’ve been in this period of time for quite some time, and although I don’t claim to know the timeline of events, it’s clear to me that things are getting worse in this world, and will continue to get worse until the final end.
Well, it’s been a long 6 months, but the book is finally finished. 🙂 Carolyn and I want to thank everyone who has prayed for us during this process. It hasn’t been easy, for many reasons, but our Heavenly Father has been with us every step of the way.
Well, we were hoping things wouldn’t come to this, but apparently they have. So this unfortunate blog post is to quickly address an issue that has recently come about. It’s annoying to have to take care of this, because it takes time away from finishing our book (almost done…! Yay! 🙂 ), however, it needs to be done.
So although we were hoping it wouldn’t come to this, we have now put a notice up on our “Contact” page:
NOTICE: IF WE RECEIVE THREATENING OR NASTY EMAILS OR MESSAGES, THE DETAILS PROVIDED IN SAID EMAIL OR MESSAGE, INCLUDING YOUR IP ADDRESS, ARE VERY LIKELY TO BE MADE PUBLIC ON THIS BLOG POST. This is to protect ourselves and our family, so there is a public record of such correspondence in the event you decide to go off the deep end and cause harm to us or our family. So just don’t send nasty or threatening emails. Work your feelings out with a therapist, or something of the sort.